ABANDON...

I used to be a bit wary of how I feel..
Like I was stuck in a never ending dream...

But I realised that...

You are like me, in more ways, that you would ever know ..
Your blood is as red , as what pulsates through me ..
Your heart beats to a rhythm as old as the mountains with snow ..
Inhaling each breath , the same air that roams the earth so free
You still need water to quench your thirst , or then sometimes wine ..
You have hands that want to hold ..
And lips that want to possess ..
You have eyes than yearn a gaze ..
And salty tears that sometimes over take a maze ..
A maze that exists only in the mind ..

Love is simple, not unkind ..
It wants to share , all that it owns without a care ..
To quench ones thirst without a goblet of fire ..
But just with an insanity divine ..

I feel a love ..
Or just a madness in time ..
It has wound around me like beautiful vine...
It holds me tight when I tremble in plight ..
And let's me loose, when I want to take flight ..

It takes over my senses with drunken abandon..
It sears through my soul sometimes and plunges like a knife ..
And also heals me , with just the silence of the night ..

I'm earth and fire ..

Night and day!
Calm and volatile!
Winter and spring!

And there is nothing, that I want to bring ..
That I have not already shared ..
I hold no chamber of secrets ..
My heart just leads straight to the core of me ..
Where , if you ever you pushed open the gossammer door....

You would know ..
That I truly do love you so ..

I don't need nothing ..
And no matter what  ..

I know I'm not here alone ..
You walk this path with me ..
Each and every day..

In every waking moment ,in every sleepy night time...

But you will never know ..

How it feels to love so very deep...
Or will never really be able to feel this
Amalgamation in contradiction ..

I think it's the woman in me ..
That walks a path with a knowing ..
That she will always be ..
The one ..
The one who was not afraid ..
To love and love some more..

With a shiny beaming heart or one that has fallen many times...

So walk beating heart ..

Walk to your throne ..
You are the queen of your soul ..

And I know these seem like meagre words in time ..
But if you can embrace the depth, of my breath in the words that I say ..
They will sear your soul forever and a day ..

But now I'm just going to sit in my world and feel a pulse that beats, just as fast as mine ..