Dew drops...

Always knew right from the start ..
That this may probably break my heart..
Knew you would one day walk away without a good bye and leave me standing by the door wondering why ...
So then it's true ..
There was never much love in your heart ,that I thought was so true...
I could see you walking away ..
Much before you really did..
Is it what I said ..
Because I don't really remember you know ..
I have searched the chambers in my heart and soul ..
And looked high and low ..
But could not find our conversation no more ..
Looked at the sea and had conversations alone with me ...
There is not a moment that passes through the day that I don't remember ...
The crazy laughing, giggling, stupid conversations , plans to traverse over valley and hill, the music , and silence across the ocean ..
Somewhere in the sky..
A shooting star just sped away..
And broke into a million shiny pieces..
Just like my heart ..
But know that the joy it felt ,before it broke ,is something that no one can replace ...
So armed with my favorite big broad smile ..
I'm ready to walk this day ...
I feel like my life is like that of a butterfly and so want to smile at the garden that I was born in ..
And then fly off to meet places I can only dream off..
I sit by this lake ..
And look at the girl looking back at me ..
Shiny glistening eyes.. Tousled hair ...
And as the dew drops from my eyes fall into the beautiful water..
Tiny ripples stir the calm ..
I have become one with nature..
And will forever be part of the soil..
And every time the wind blows and the water languidly meets the green grass of the land ...
My name will be whispered by the trees and will remind you of me ..
Just like my smile reminds me of you ..
Because somethings were meant to be ...
Why I don't know ..
Just feel so ...
Some souls were meant to meet ..
And brighten each other lives if even for just a moment in time ..
And so with this I listen to the music playing in my head...
And smile ...
Because this passage of time ,was ,and is only mine ...