Sometimes, I feel I'm an adult and should by now know all the rules and games of life...
But know none ...
But most often think ..
I know it all...
And with that stupid confidence ..
I walk into life and love with all I am ..
Trusting and smiling ...
And then I fall ..
Then my head smiles at my heart in all smugness and says , "I told you so "
Oh my God haven't I just heard these words before ..
Sometimes I feel Karma plays games with my heart ..
He smiles at me and then hides ..
Leaving me bewildered and red eyed ..
Oh go away and come back no more ..
I'm not made of stone you know...
I am all heart and soul, and live life with a smile...
And every time my heart gets a knock out..
I promise you ..
It does hurt for quite a while...
and more....
My friend Sandy says," being brave and bravado are very different"
Yup being brave is to to look love in his brown eyes and love till it engulfs you ..and if it hurts , then I guess it's better to hurt than feel nothing at all ..
Sweet pain ..
And bravado .. Is that stupid smile pasted to hide what's going on ...
Is that not completely insane ...
I'm still searching ...
For what I do not yet know ..
Guess that's why I'm willing to walk up a mountain ..
And through a valley ..
Swim in the deep blue sea..
And take a chance on me ..
And somewhere while traversing realized ..
You can love whoever you feel like ..without expecting..
Now is that right ... I really don't know ...
What I think , I know, is that...
Love cannot live alone...
Or it may die in time, like fire in the rain..
The essence of us all is love ..
That's our very core.
Who told me this..
Well ... I can't remember anymore...
But this feeling came to me one sun shinning day and has stayed ..
I cannot stop how I feel ..
And I cannot feel less than I do ..
And yet I have realized ..
That this love "Thingy" is the most complicated feeling of what really is such a basic emotion ..
It's all about timing I feel ..
Maybe I should have been born in a different time and space..
But I am encapsulated in a moment that brought so much joy..
Turned me upside-down and inside-out..
And has filled my heart with so much love , that somewhere it's got me a weird sense of calm in the middle of my storm ..
Walk slowly dear heart..
Don't run ...
Stay for a while in the sun...
Look at the trees ...
Smell the flowers ...
Chase butterflies , till you are tired and done ...
And when the day ends..
I'm gonna lay down near the waters end ...
And spend time with the one I love..
In spirit , in soul, in heart and mind ..
Because when I think of you ...
I break into a smile...
Cause I love you, yes I do, forever and a mile...
P.S.Just finished reading,"Palace of illusions, and fell in love with Karna..
This beautiful intoxicating tale of love and power is a must read..
And when Draupadi reaches for Karna's hand in the "Other World"...
I burst into tears , like torrential rain......
This one line...made the tears flow to a happy place.."dissolving again like fire-flies in a summer evening"
So this is my ode to , "Draupadi and Karna"...and their love-story waiting to happen...
And a song I completely love !
But know none ...
But most often think ..
I know it all...
And with that stupid confidence ..
I walk into life and love with all I am ..
Trusting and smiling ...
And then I fall ..
Then my head smiles at my heart in all smugness and says , "I told you so "
Oh my God haven't I just heard these words before ..
Sometimes I feel Karma plays games with my heart ..
He smiles at me and then hides ..
Leaving me bewildered and red eyed ..
Oh go away and come back no more ..
I'm not made of stone you know...
I am all heart and soul, and live life with a smile...
And every time my heart gets a knock out..
I promise you ..
It does hurt for quite a while...
and more....
My friend Sandy says," being brave and bravado are very different"
Yup being brave is to to look love in his brown eyes and love till it engulfs you ..and if it hurts , then I guess it's better to hurt than feel nothing at all ..
Sweet pain ..
And bravado .. Is that stupid smile pasted to hide what's going on ...
Is that not completely insane ...
I'm still searching ...
For what I do not yet know ..
Guess that's why I'm willing to walk up a mountain ..
And through a valley ..
Swim in the deep blue sea..
And take a chance on me ..
And somewhere while traversing realized ..
You can love whoever you feel like ..without expecting..
Now is that right ... I really don't know ...
What I think , I know, is that...
Love cannot live alone...
Or it may die in time, like fire in the rain..
The essence of us all is love ..
That's our very core.
Who told me this..
Well ... I can't remember anymore...
But this feeling came to me one sun shinning day and has stayed ..
I cannot stop how I feel ..
And I cannot feel less than I do ..
And yet I have realized ..
That this love "Thingy" is the most complicated feeling of what really is such a basic emotion ..
It's all about timing I feel ..
Maybe I should have been born in a different time and space..
But I am encapsulated in a moment that brought so much joy..
Turned me upside-down and inside-out..
And has filled my heart with so much love , that somewhere it's got me a weird sense of calm in the middle of my storm ..
Walk slowly dear heart..
Don't run ...
Stay for a while in the sun...
Look at the trees ...
Smell the flowers ...
Chase butterflies , till you are tired and done ...
And when the day ends..
I'm gonna lay down near the waters end ...
And spend time with the one I love..
In spirit , in soul, in heart and mind ..
Because when I think of you ...
I break into a smile...
Cause I love you, yes I do, forever and a mile...
P.S.Just finished reading,"Palace of illusions, and fell in love with Karna..
This beautiful intoxicating tale of love and power is a must read..
And when Draupadi reaches for Karna's hand in the "Other World"...
I burst into tears , like torrential rain......
 |
| A Love-Story waiting to happen.. |
And a song I completely love !
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